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"Not Knowing"
Thoughts on Sukkot 2021
I will forever remember my first day at a post-high school yeshivah in Israel. My rabbi posed a question at the beginning of his shiur on that day. Certain that I knew the answer, I immediately raised my hand. The rabbi was noticeably surprised that I could think of a proper response so quickly. He slowly raised his eye brows as he turned to call on me. I suggested an answer. He refuted it. I defended my approach. He dismissed it again. This went on for a few minutes until the rabbi stopped our discussion in order to teach me an important lesson. “Harari,” he began, “Now is the right time for you to learn an ancient philosophical saying.” I gulped. “A person who doesn’t know that he doesn’t know – doesn’t know,” he said, “Your growth and success in life won’t come from the answers you give, but from the questions you ask.” I bowed my head in shame and kept quiet.
I seem to relearn
this lesson every year at this time of Sukkot. Even as our sukkot today
are built sturdier than ever before and our weather forecasts boast
unprecedented accuracy, Sukkot still forces us to contend with the “unknowns”
of life. Whether it’s the unexpected rainstorm, the strong winds which sweep
away our skhakh, or the uninvited guests – mosquitos, bees or bad smells
– which enter the sukkah, our exposure to the elements pushes a wide
array of unforeseen circumstances into our focus on Sukkot.
As I reflected upon
these feelings on one rainy night last week, I realized that those difficult
feelings of unpredictability might actually be woven into the very fabric of
Sukkot.
The predominant
rabbinic view is that our sukkot commemorate the clouds of glory (ananei
ha-kavod) which accompanied Am Yisrael on their journey through the
desert (See Tur O”H, 625). The Torah described how their many
travels and encampments were determined by the movement of those clouds
(Bemidbar 9:15-23). The clouds provided a sense of safety and security to the
people. And yet, the Torah described an unexpected problem at the onset of the
journey:
The people
took to complaining bitterly before God. God heard and was incensed. A fire of
God broke out against them, ravaging the outskirts of the camp. (Bemidbar 11:1)
What were they
complaining about? The text is silent. Drawing from the narrow context, Rashbam
suggested that the people were frustrated by torah ha-derekh – burdens
of travel. Expanding his interpretation, I think that although Am Yisrael
had just begun their march through the desert, there was a list of questions
which already weighed upon them: Where exactly are we going? When are we
travelling? Where will stop along the way? The uncomfortable feelings of
“not knowing” plagued them and caused their complaints. Remembering the ananei
ha-kavod on Sukkot, then, means remembering that we don’t know.
Ironically, our
ability to accept the uncertainties of life holds the keys to opening the gates
of self-understanding and discovery. Consider, for example, how at the root of
the English word “question” is “quest,” and “mada – knowledge” lies at
the root of the Hebrew word “madu’a – why?” Convinced that we have all
the answers to life’s greatest challenges, we stunt our own potential for
growth and progress. Stepping, instead, into the vulnerable realm of “not
knowing” sets us on the path of development.
It’s not easy to
appreciate the unexpected situations that arise on Sukkot. They’re physically
uncomfortable and emotionally disturbing. But just try. Try to heed the ancient
call of “not knowing” and admit that you don’t – and won’t – have all
the answers. Courageously embrace the unpredictable. I’ve learned from the past
that despite its discomforts, it’s an enriching experience. By realizing that
you “don’t know,” your mind and soul will become attuned to a world of growth
as they’re exposed to unforeseen vistas of thought and emotion.
Rain
Thoughts on Shemini Asseret 2020
The Mishnah (Rosh
HaShanah 1:2) teaches: “On the Festival [of Sukkot] the world is judged for
water.” The Talmud (Rosh HaShanah 16a) elaborates, “Why does the Torah tell us
to pour water on the Festival [of Sukkot]? God said: ‘Pour water before Me on
the Festival, so that you be blessed with good rainfall during the year’.” And
the Rabbis (Ta’anit 2b) likewise suggested that a primary function of
the araba’at ha-minim is to appease God for water, demonstrating that
“just as these four species cannot exist without water, so too, the world
cannot exist without water.” Sukkot, then, is an appropriate time to reflect
upon the significance of rain and water to the life of a Jew.
Unsurprisingly, the
first mention of rain in the Torah follows Creation:
On
the day God made earth and heavens, no shrub of the field being yet on the
earth and no plant of the field yet sprouted, for God had not caused rain to
fall on the earth and there was no human to till (la’avod) the soil.
(Bereshit 2:5)
Rashi explained
that God hadn’t yet caused rain because without a living human there was “no
one to recognize the utility of rain.” He explained that the job (avodah)
of human beings is to realize the vitality of rain and pray for its downfall.[1]
Reading the next pasuk, however, raises a difficulty:
And
the wetness would well from the earth to water all the surface of the soil. (Bereshit 2:6)
If the “wetness”
watered the surface of the soil, why didn’t it remove humans from this process,
filling the role of sprouting the fields? Why didn’t God allow for the wetness
itself to grow the trees and plants?
The Gaon of Vilna
clarified the difference between that mist which rose and the fall of rain by
paralleling them to the divided “upper waters” and “lower waters,” which came
into being on the second day of creation. He explained that the wetness which
wells from the earth comes from the natural “lower waters,” as opposed to the
rain, which is produced from the divine realm of the “upper waters.” The Gaon
explained that human beings are tasked with transcending the limits of our
lower realm to forge a unity between the “upper” and “lower” dimensions of
existence. We must seek out and find God in this world, and our prayer for rain
completes this mission.[2]
It emerges, then, that although the rising mist could indeed cause growth in a
natural fashion, we are to opt instead for an ideal world wherein we pray to
God for the merging of heaven and earth through the showers of rain.
The choice is
yours. You can, on the one hand, choose a life of relative ease, collecting
from the “lower waters” and bypassing the difficulty of establishing a
connection with God. You might in fact achieve financial success in your life’s
endeavors and then safely turn inward to focus on your continued stability. By
avoiding the challenge, however, you’ll lose out on the potential for a
relationship. Learning from the lesson of rain, we know that developing a bond
with God is no easy feat. It’s inspired by a genuine search – a “prayer for
rain” – which necessarily accepts our own insufficiencies. But it’s worth it.
Consider, in this
context, HaRambam’s opinion that the arba’at ha-minim represent the
natural growth of the land of Israel, which then focuses us on its agricultural
successes.[3]
At the end of his life, Moshe compared the land of Israel to that of Egypt. He
warned the Nation of the difficulties that lay up ahead:
For the land into which you are coming to take hold of it
is not like the land of Egypt from which you went out, where you sow your seed
and water it with your foot like a garden of greens. But the land into which
you are crossing to take hold of it is a land of mountains and valleys. (Devarim
11:10-11)
He then explained
the positive side of those hardships:
From
the rain of the heavens you will drink water – a land that God seeks out
perpetually, the eyes of God are upon it from the year’s beginning to the
year’s end. (Devarim
11:12)
Put in other words,
Egypt was agriculturally sustained by the “lower waters” of an overflowing
river and an elaborate irrigation system. Its society was built upon the stable
foundations of self-sufficiency and predictability. The mountainous land of
Israel, in contrast, was dependent upon the “upper waters” of heavenly
rainfall. As Robert Alter noted: “The geographical fact, then, that the land of
Israel is dependent on rainfall…is both a blessing and a curse.”[4]
The fear of drought and challenge of helplessness inspire us to prayer for the
“upper waters” of rain. They are the catalysts for a relationship with God.
Raising the arba’at
ha-minim in our hands on each of the seven days of Sukkot, we are forced to
reconsider our relationship with God. The four species remind us of the
difficult yet worthwhile challenge of seeking the “upper waters” of Israel. And
just as we conclude that first holiday, we enter the next with the courage to step
forward and demand more from our relationship with God. We begin Shemini
Asseret with the prayer for rain.